BREAK TIME

I’ll flatly admit that most of my attempts to ‘take a break’ from Substack have not been followed through on at all. This is because Substack has been the first time I’ve ever had a platform to try to pursue my own interests, make whatever kind of difference I can, and “meet” likeminded and relatable people. There’s been growing pains and frustrations, but it’s probably one of the most important episodes of my life.

However, I’ve now thankfully realized that I’ve lost enough track of my own priorities over the last few days as to almost dissociate from my every-day reality. (Not ‘insanity,’ but getting lost in the sauce.) This has resulted in confusion and solipsistic memory issues where I can hardly think in terms of the past or future.

One reason for this is because I have problems doing what I say I will. Common, I know, but when you don’t follow through on your priorities, eventually you run out of them and start losing touch entirely.

I can’t say when I’ll return, but that I will return to both my own profile and to Arditi (Imperator Ardito) is almost assured. It takes some mental effort and theorizing on my part to see that there’s surely more I can do here, but I’ll just accept that as being the case and take my leave.

Sorry if I’ve disappointed you.