When You Don't Regret Sin
hours pass
this is your dream
it makes reality either bearable “reality” or go away entirely
you don’t have to eat, sleep, brush your teeth, or remember your family
the presence of others either prevents it or makes it significantly worse
feeling nothing is qualitatively the same as being happy because in neither is there disturbing pain
it’s worst when you can get it for free; at least making a job out of it will burn you out after a while when it’s no longer fun anymore
it’s okay, you have time
you’ll get around to it
ambient noise is entertaining silence and the soundtrack to the ape of Heaven
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Fasting and Prayer